anything that i've read or heard that had made an impact on how i feel will keep playing in my mind after that. nothing can distract me. and from there, i will be upset.
thinking bout how much people dislike you, knowing that i'm the cause of ruined friendships and relationships, knowing that i'm hopeless in wanting people to like me and knowing that they want you to be out from their life for a while until things settled down.
crying silently when there's no one watching, with the words playing repeatedly in my head, cutting through my heart over and over again.
i have no more confidence.
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