haihz. laziness.

today is 28th February 2011. the last day of the month of February and the starting of my mid term break for one week! i gotta study a lot. i'm getting a little bit lazy this semester. lot's of untouched assignments. haihz. please jun... start working! you have to! God will help you. He will if you trust Him!

right now, i'm so so so lazy til i refused to go to the toilet for morning pee pee.. hahhahaha! how is that? haihz. this lazy thing gotta get out from me!

LAZINESS! I DONT WANT YOU!

the hottest hot spring on Saturday

oh gosh. i love the 1ST song playing on my playlist right now.. beautiful. the guy who played the piano is freaking talented. i guess most of you already know Kurt Schneider..

whenever he plays the piano, i have goosebumps!

btw, last saturday, on 26th of February, we went hot spring in the evening. when it's 3/4 of our journey, it started to rain cats and dogs. thank God that we didnt have to wait for very long time for the rain to stop. =) God is great.

when the rain stopped, we continue our journey. the moment we stepped into the hot spring, my feet felt like i'm in boiling water. as we walked towards the chair in the pool, we were confirmed that the water that day is hotter than the rest of the days that we went. wah.... cannot tahan.. we cant even soak for long cos the heat is just whoah!

that day, the hot spring is the hottest i've ever felt!

to all my friends: i want to bring you guys there! when can we go??? =)

Missing people.

why is everyone going missing?

i just read in The Sun newspaper today and read about Mr. Ooi went missing.. He was my history teacher when i was in form 1. I didn't know it was Mr. Ooi until my friends share the post in facebook. Then i realized bout the article in the newspaper was him.

My brother too has not been answering the phone. both of his numbers are switched off. i got no idea where is he now and what is he doing as he got Computer Test to take later on. I am really very worried bout him. I've been calling since Sunday and got no answer.

God, help me Lord!! please Lord. i'm crying out for you, Lord.. I pray that Lord, these people that walked into my life who I have not heard any news from them will be found. I pray that Lord, You will put a sense in them that their family members are worried about them and wants them to come back home safely. I pray that Lord you keep them safe while people are looking for them. and i pray that Lord, you calm everyone's heart and send your angels to comfort them. i pray that Lord, you have mercy upon my brother and Mr. Ooi and protect them from head to toe. Protect them from any harm oh Lord. Help me Lord to keep my faith in you and acknowledged that You are in control of everything. Keep my brother and Mr.Ooi SAFE oh Lord!

In Jesus, Mighty Name I Pray,

Amen.

smoking and drinking is bad.

what has happened to all the pretty and beautiful girls?

Before i walked into KLCC, and when i came out from KLCC, i can see pretty and beautiful girls smoke. even the stretch outside midvalley. haihz..

i'm not close minded or dropping comments on anyone, i'm just sad to see girls smoking. i know it's the 21st century.

somehow, it's just not decent for girls to be smoking. i smoked once and i knew that i could not continue living on cigarettes and decided to stop. besides, i know that my body doesnt want to accept cigarettes. that's why i threw away the habit. it's a period of time before i went for NS.

now til forever, i cant accept girls to smoke.

drinking til they drop is also another matter. drink a little is acceptable. but not acceptable when you drink til you're drunk and drinking everyday. dont you know it's harming your body? do you need all these to get excited? like ppl said, "get high"?

look back and see how much all these stuffs destroys your life. how much you depend on it to get high, to forget about your problem for the night, and so on.. all of these stuffs need MONEY in order to have them. what a waste spending your money on all these nonsense. cigarettes are just papers with leaves that finishes very fast once you light it up. do you know you're exactly burning your money when you smoke? do you know, you're exactly throwing away the liquor that you take in? drink and end up go toilet to flush everything out.

everyone has their own opinion. those who drinks and smoke definitely feels there's nothing wrong with taking in those stuffs as long as they are happy. my opinion is simple. they waste your money and definitely bad for health.

to those who has not tried all these stuffs, please dont even think of trying it. being able to smoke, drink and dont get drunk is not a proud thing.

As the matter of fact, being healthy is the only thing that you can be proud of. =)

I'm a cute little girl..

2day evening, in kuchai lama, Clement went to a motor shop to see bikes..

when he went for a test drive, this shop owner asked me,

"Khui hai lei keh lam pang yao ar?"

I answered, "ahhh"

He asked " lei tei yat chai tok shu hai yat chai zhou kong?"

I answered, "khui zhou kong, ngo tok shu."

He asked, "lei kei sui?"

I answered, "yi sap yat"

He got the shock of his life and asked again.

and i tell him my age again.

He then says, "lei hou chi sap chart sap pat sui"

I just smiled and say, "baby face ma"

wakakkakakakakakkakaka..

the main point that i think he's trying to point out is that I'm too young for Clement?

The question is, Do i really look that young?

What's the use?

As i walked through Suria KLCC everyday, i wondered why do ppl buy designer's clothes, handbags, watches or whatever it is. why do they want to buy it when it's so expensive??

what's the use of having all these expensive stuffs? to show off or because of the quality or because of some other reasons?

why do you want to spend your money, hundreds or even thousand just to own a lifeless thing?

is it worth? is it important to have designer's stuffs in your closet?

for me, i would save my money, and bring my mum or my family for a holiday. because she deserves it after so many years of hard work.

My beautiful Christmas Present.

My Christmas Present from Clement that i took so long to upload. haha.

Valentine Story.

February 14th 2011

Our Simple yet Lovely Valentine story.

had McD during lunch.

had chocolate cheese cake for dessert from Secret Recipe.

Not the best, i can say.

after clement's work, we had our claypot chicken rice for dinner and

went to playground after that.

guess what is this?

no, it's not a stick!

got the shock of our lives when we

saw a really BIG FAT WORM right in front of clement's swing.

No worries pi, I wont tell out your secret. XD

Got this today, while we were having our lunch at McD again.

There's this special man who goes around to sell cute key chains and we decided to get one.

Nice?

p/s: Dont feel bad ok? I'm happy as long as I'm with you.

Happy Valentine Sweetheart.

Happy Valentine to the Most Awesome Man in the whole entire Universe.

It's our 3rd Valentine celebrating together. how time flies.

Will you be my Valentine every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every month, every year and every decade, through the rest of our life here on earth?

You are one special person who has walked into my life. You deeply cared for me, appreciated me, walked with me through my ups and downs, and made each and every day of my life so meaningful.

Will you always be by my side to play with me, to purposely pick a fight with me, to advice me, to tease me, to make me laugh with your jokes, to make me feel happy by just looking at your beauty, and to always be yourself?

Here's a Jar of Stars that contains all my feelings for you:

Sincerely from my heart. I dont need you to get me anything and dont you ever feel guilty for not getting me anything. Having You is my Precious Big Present that you have given to me.

I LOVE YOU with all of my heart.

I LOVE YOU very very much.

YOU are precious.

Has the act of kissing been just a mere daily routine or does every kiss is filled with love and affection?

job and my question.

i' searching very very hard for a job right now.. =(

i need a flexible part time job. haihz. life in kl is very hard.

i had a very good part time job once but i didnt appreciate it wel. i am stupid for letting the job go.

i need your suggestion.

can anyone answer my one simple question?

which transport will you choose if you stay in kl? Motor or Car? take into account that you have tight financials.

a very exciting night in CG

Yest i went for 'Loh Sang' with my CG members. it was a lot of fun! we played 'tikam' but we mixed it with are you smarter than a SPM-er. there are questions on SPM and PMR questions. whoever get's to answer the questions correctly will be able to choose one of the ang pows they stick it to the wall. i got 3 answers correct and one answer wrong. so each time i answer wrongly, i must give away one of the ang pow in my hand. i gave clement the ang pow. when the game is over, we opened the ang pows on our hands. in the ang pow, there will be poker cards. if the amount on the poker card is from 1 to 5, you will get 1dollar. if the amount is from 5 to 10, you will get 5dollar. and if the amount is either K,Q,J, you will get 10dollar. clement opened the ang pow that i gave him and he got number 9. means he got 5dollar!

when it was my turn to open all the 3 ang pows on my hand, 2 of the ang pows were action cards. and one of it was a poker card with the number 2 on it. so altogether i only got 1dollar. hahahha..

the game and everything was fun though. i enjoyed myself. being able to answer all the secondary school questions made me feel so young again. i miss studying in school. i miss everything that i learned.i almost forgot everything that i've learn in school. =( sad rite.. i know.

oh ya. another thing, when i got the action card, i was supposed to kiss a little girl in my CG. i tried attracting her towards me but i ended up scaring her away. one of my CG member told me that she almost cried when she ran back to her father. =( i still feel very guilty towards the small girl. My CG member told me that i was too aggressive and clement says that the way i called her is very scary. cannot blame me also ma.. i'm really not used with kids also. i dont like them. hahaha.

grown up puppies.

at last his scooter has been repaired and can function now. after 2 weeks of taking train and walk, i'm bored and tired of it. but i'm still happy because he is there to accompany me. it's just the waiting for stupid KTM is the worst! i HATE KTM!

once his bike has been repaired, we went back to studio and i saw the puppies. oh! they are so big already after 2 weeks i didnt see them. only 2 weeks. can you imagine how big they have grown? all of them are so cute. but too bad, they are not mine and will not become mine. hate to face the fact that i gave away a puppy that was given to me for my birthday present last year.

see.. yipee can jump up and stand on the oven adi. last time cant jump up also.

she jump up so that she could reach the table where her food is prepared.

this is chiko!

this is brownie.

and this is yipee.. she is my bday present. but too bad my financials not enough to take care of her. so gotta give to other ppl. =(

sad right? she looks just like a siberian husky.. haihz. thinking of it makes me feel so sad cos i cant own her. =(

the incident that ruined my cny.

Back in kl after a week in tpg. haihz. whenever i'm back in kl i feel so down. i hate everything in kl. the traffic, the busy-ness, the building, the noise. i dont feel calm at all coming back to kl. each time i'm back in kl i'll complain about it. haha.

chinese new year celebration was very good. went out the whole day made me felt guilty for not staying home and spending some time with my family especially my mum. went house-visiting with my friends. wah. 11 houses we went that day, right? so keng. i couldnt believe it. after house visiting got bbq at his house. went back home after bbq and we played fireworks. no more small kids at my house to play with us so left the both of us to play by ourselves. so sad right? haha..

when we were almost finish with playing fireworks, his bro, suddenly msged him asked him where is he? cos he wanna come take ang pau. so he came to my house. i assumed that he wanted to come my place take ang pau only. so when he came into the house, my mum was busy with my grandpa. he sat for a while cos he thought that clement doesn't wanna go back yet and i thought that he is waiting for ang pau.. and then when he could not wait any longer, and with the beh syok voice asked clement wanna go back adi or not. so my mum is stilll busy with my grandpa when they wanted to leave so i just called out to my mum and told her that they are leaving. she came out of the room, took out the red packet and filled it with angpau money and handed over to clement's bro. he just smiled a little and went off.

the moment they went back, i freaking freaking angry. you know why? when my mum handed him the ang pau, he nvr say thank you, nvr wished her new year at all and just left... so freaking rude! rude like shit! i feel like saying vulgar words. my mum also very angry. imagine, a person came to your house, sat a while cos he could not wait any longer, nvr say thank you or happy new year when he went off with the ang pau. wouldnt you beh syok?

i smsed him and scolded him for being so rude. his reply is, he says that he got say thank you and says that maybe he's not loud enough for people to hear because he is already tired out because of the whole day in out. BULLSHIT! even if he did say thank you, my mum was standing exactly right in front of him when she handed him the angpau and she could hear him if he did say. another BULLSHIT thing is that, i went out the whole freaking day from morning 10am to night 11pm and when i go to ppl's house i still can smile, wish ppl and say thank you.

that is the only thing that ruined my chinese new year. after i scolded him, he posted in facebook this: "It is when one stop EXPRESS'Ing themself or emotions (because of been tired of certian issues?or failed to overcome themselves in certian ways?) ,that's when people began to throw in all sorts of judgement n remarks..."

saying that i'm judging and giving him remarks? i commented,"even when you are tired, when you go to ppl's house, you should wish or say something nice den ppl wont judge or remark you." he ended up deleted my comment.

even the next day my mum is still not happy with the incident. she's not happy for giving him the angpau and would want back the angpau. i tell you something, my mum is not stingy to give him ang pau. just that he is rude when receiving the ang pau that's why my mum feels like taking it back. i am angry because of the same reason. no more next year for Mr. SOMBONG!