just a sudden decision to come back to blog. the reason i stopped blogging is because i felt i was judged because there were many things that i share here. including my negativity, my life direction (although i dont have one), me running from one place to another to find what i want.
since i stopped, i've been writing in my own diary. i got nothing to do at work so i decided to open my blog again. reading back all the past posts really brings back some feelings that i couldn't explain. couldn't believe i can put my feelings in words so well. well, not as good as others but not bad. couldn't believe i actually had so many great times. times that made me smile, cry, laugh. but you see, experiencing it at that time and looking back is totally different.
Experiencing it is difficult because you don't know what will the outcome be from the decisions you make. will it bring you trouble or will you enjoy it? are you able to perform to your best and is this your dream? Can i trust the people whom i meet?
Looking back at everything, you just couldn't believe you went through all of that, making you thankful for everything that has happened including the bad times. incidents that made you change, decisions that shaped you to be who you are today, mistakes that you will never repeat them again, people who touched your heart, people who hurt you.
Whatever it is, pray and ask God to help you enjoy every moment of your life because time really pass fast. The good times, Thank Him, The bad times, Ask Him. It's the end of 2012. How long will you be able to live here on earth, we will never know. Put the past behind, Throw away regrets, Learn from it, Forgive people who hurt you and Continue with your journey.
I pray and hope for the best to everyone out there!
I Love You, 2012. You have been great!
