wah... i need to blog this out of me.. can only blog bout it now because i've been sticking in the house since wednesday and there's no internet connection.
well well, i've lost my wallet again! huhuhu.. i'm super super super sad.. lost it on 1st August! yeah.. what a luck. i have rm40 in it and other important documents as usual. we came back from bazar ramadhan, i came down from the motor and left my wallet on the seat. clement saw it, took it and put halfway in his pocket. so we walked to the poolside and eat there. after done eating, we went up to my house at 8pm. and we're so sleepy we fall asleep til 12am. hahaha.. so, when we woke up, i open the door to sent him home. as he went down to his motor, i realized, i nvr see my wallet anywhere. so i start searching for my wallet in the room. i found it's not there and i called him. he came up again and help me search for it but couldnt find it anywhere.
went down to the poolside and search. den went to the guardhouse, and around there, i found all my movie tickets that i kept in my wallet. that point i knew my wallet has fallen off somewhere. i started to get angry, miserable and all the negative feelings you can think about because this is my 2nd time i've lost my wallet.
so, i finally accepted the fact that it's lost! sent clement home. and i went for a bath.
whenever i bathe when i'm angry or not in a good mood, reasons and advise will go through my head, giving me hope and i will feel relieved after my bath. that day, this sentence came to my mind, "take it as helping a person. maybe he's super desperate and in need of money. take it as a blessing to others. maybe you can go to the police station and maybe the person returned to the police."
i ended my day by saying sorry for being mad.
i'm sorry baby. forgive me. =(
my first christmas present from him and i've lost it. supeeerrrrr sadddddddddd............