TAIPING

i'm going back taiping tonight, taking the 9pm bus. i'm happy to go back taiping. beautiful place for my own retreat. cheap food. the cheapest i can find. the most gorgeous i can find. the most breathtaking i can find. the air is so fresh in the morning. and when i'm back i'll go for a jog in the lake gardens. it has been very long since my last jog. my stamina all drained out.

and i just finish talking on the phone with my mum. i told her i have not been going to work for the past one month. nag me till so kau lat. i hate working. yes, call me lazy but pls, you all dont know how shit is it working an office job. gosh. and i gotta take ktm den change to star lrt. troublesome. how i wish kl is as small as tpg where i can go anywhere just by cycling. waiting for ktm is the worst. need to wait for almost 30minutes. kanasai. the changing of the trains need me to walk about 200metres. and when i reach my destination, i need to walk another 200metres to reach my work place. i cant take it. give me a bicycle and i dont mind. ask me to walk. pls. i'm bored!!

actually i regret for choosing that shit coll. but i've studied for 1 year and 5months already so i need to continue. i've got 3 weeks of holiday for raya and mid-term holiday. actually my holiday should start from next week until the week after next week. but the malays all cant wait to go back so they went back even before merdeka so the lecturers cancel classes for this week also. so altogether will be 3 weeks of holiday. haihz.

life is freaking hard but i need to overcome it!