oh gosh. i need to blog this to get this guilty feeling out of my heart.
today, Wednesday, 15th September 2010, i went fishing with clement around 5pm. we went to the _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ to fish. i'm not gonna mention where is the place cos... no reason. haha. one thing, the place dont allow fishing. but we continue with it. what's life without breaking the rules. =)
clement caught a big fish exactly at 6.18pm. =)
we're so happy. the fishes there are tough and smart. =)
we fish til 7 and that's the only one we caught plus a small fish caught with the net. we went home thinking what to do with the fish. clement told me it cannot be eaten. but i didnt listen. went back to my house, asked him to kill te fish and i give it to Sherrie. She took it under the Christmas tree like she always do and start biting it. i watched her and she's having difficulty eating it. it must be the thick scale and it's raw. So when she gave up, i took the fish and threw it across my house and into the bushes.
and then i started feeling a lil guilty. the feeling got stronger and stronger each time. i think to myself. why didnt i let it go in the 1st place since it cannot be eaten. i've killed a fish and end up throwing it. i have wasted the fish's life. maybe it has a family and i've killed it!! i'm so so so sorry fishie.. i really am. i think i'm gonna have nightmare tonight.
moral of the story is.. : i will always let the fish go next time.
i'm sorry again. =(
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