den i got kan cheong cos i cant block 'her' again cos i cant find 'her' profile... shitted.. i think i was really nervous that time..
i have a fren who is his cousin, wrote something a few days ago bout 5 ppl died in png when they are practicing their dragon boat because of waves. i replied to her post a few days ago and tonight, 'she' commented to her post saying that they will surely R.I.P because they are in the final lap of their life but for those who nvr behave herself and cause hurt to other ppl will NEVER R.I.P.
after reading that i really dont know what to feel. angry have a bit kua. i know im really scared.. but seriously i dont know why am i scared.. maybe because im still blaming myself bout what had happened last time. den i felt like commenting but i didnt at last. i dont wanna create trouble.. but i think 'she' will think i got scared off that's why i nvr reply to 'her' comment.
seriously.. each time there's anything got to do with 'her', i doubt bout our relationship. cos i keep blaming myself bout last time although you told me not to. is it really my fault as what 'she' say?? you told me not to think bout 'her' but it just come to my mind.. oh God.. teach me the right ways o Lord.. Handle my emotions Lord.. Control my thinking Lord. Help me Lord to think bout You and not 'her'. i pray that this stuff bout 'her' will not hinder me from living my life to the fullest.
yet, i enjoy every moment with you and grateful that i can share my moments with you.
Let us not forget HIM, Our Creator, Our Breath Of Life..
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