it's opened for public!

yea.. finally i've remove the gates to my blog and allow anyone to come into my blog.. haha.. reason is.. i dont know. maybe because i feel no one reads my blog anymore. so what's the point of keeping it private.

i kept it private last time because well, i have problems with many ppl disliking me to be in a relationship with him. but anyway, it has been two years we've been together and still one of his aunt with the 2 daughters still dislike me. what to do, they say i'm the third party. and they freaking like his ex. i used to cry in his hug when they sarcastically tease me and it's so obvious that they don't like me. he looked me in the eyes and say "who is gonna marry you now? my family or me? even if they dont like you, i will still marry you no matter what. as long as i love you that's enough."

this matter made me thought of giving up the relationship few times actually. dont you feel it's heartbreaking seeing the family members of your loved one disliking you? maybe they dislike me because i cant speak cantonese and hard to communicate with them. gahhh.. sometimes i just feel like having another boyfriend whose family speaks english. hahaha..

recently, one of his cousin sister who dislikes me too opens an online shopping boutique. i'm interested in it. and decided to buy one of the skirt which can be used as top too. so she asked me bout payment. cash or maybank2U. i chose cash cos i didnt want to pay the extra dollar when transferring the money. and she said oh.. then must be from clement already lor. and i replied.. wat?? from my own la.. i pass to clement the money and give to karen lor. btw, karen is her sister. i was like wah liao eh.. kanasai la say me til i use his money. sweat.. i nvr use his money ok!! never. i work part time and earn my own money. the whole family including his grandma always think that i spend on his money. must you people make this freakingly hurting accusation??

the next thing is, i ask her.. can give me discount a bit? she say no need pay for delivery. den i was like sweat.. that is not counted as discount because she's not gonna deliver it to me straight to my house also. she's gonna pass it to clement or someone else and i gotta find my own way to get that skirt. kanasai.. you think you bluffing small girl meh?? if she ownself send the goods straight to my house only counted as discount la.. gahhhh...

there you go.. this one. this is my 1st time doing online shopping. do you think it will look nice on me? pls give me your opinion on this. is it worth 28dollar?

p/s: she bought this in Thailand. my opinion is it's too expensive for a thailand clothing.